rewriting my story is the best thing i’ve done. i’m actually really happy with how it’s turning out now

it really annoys me that i can’t upload any music that’s over 10MB. all of the good trance music in my laptop is over 10MB >:|

rewriting the first two chapters of my original story because they just feel like crap to me now. time for some major improvement!

i think i’m going to make some french bread pizza for dinner later

also it seems that i have a bad habit of cooking new food when most of my family isn’t around

i forgot that i bought ice cream earlier and left it out for like an hour. i think most of it is all melted, but hopefully i managed to save it in the end.

i swear, my forgetfulness makes me seem really stupid sometimes

blagh i don’t want to work tomorrow because my body is sore. i can’t miss another day of work though because it might look bad to them if i call in sick again. maybe i can show up, stay for about an hour or whatever, and then ask to go home because i’m not feeling too well?

Achievement Hunter makes being sick not as sucky

i feel really terrible right now. my throat hurts like a motherfucker, my body hurts, i’m getting random headaches, and i just have so little energy right now. i don’t want to go anywhere - i only want to stay home, lay in bed, have a soup, and watch some Achievement Hunter or Pewdiepie. i might have to call in sick tomorrow for work, but i really don’t think i should because i already had three days off this week

i’m just going to admit that the hardest part of my job is not the kart-collecting, bagging groceries, or opening/closing the store but overcoming my social reflex of shutting up and avoiding people when they ignore/criticize me. it’s the “why bother socializing when they don’t even pays attention to you?” thought that comes up

also i lower my voice, so i have to remind myself to speak louder when i’m greeting customers. god damn you, social anxiety

so i have this original story on FictionPress that has a decent amount of reviews. i recently updated it and already got a review. thing is, i decided to read the reviewer’s profile because why the fuck not.

what i find really interesting is that they think my story is a femslash/yuri/lesbian story. not that there’s anything wrong with that, but i had no idea that my story somehow implied it or gave off that vibe. 

i’d say that the one thing i’m really proud about my writing is all the characterization

i honestly didn’t do anything for my mom on Mother’s Day because i had a goddamn midnight shift. i’m really set on making it up to her by buying her shoes or maybe liquor. both is good too

wow i got quite a bit of notes from that Dash Berlin song I uploaded a while back

the new female protag of XY is Leaf reincarnated. not changing my mind about this - it’s my headcanon

that panda pokemon for XY better be confirmed because that’s one less animal-based idea that i thought of for Pokemon to use. now i’m hoping for a hummingbird, dolphin, flamingo, orca/killer whale, mosquito, wolf, griffin, and ESPECIALLY A PEGASUS POKEMON