rewriting my story is the best thing i’ve done. i’m actually really happy with how it’s turning out now
it really annoys me that i can’t upload any music that’s over 10MB. all of the good trance music in my laptop is over 10MB >:|
rewriting the first two chapters of my original story because they just feel like crap to me now. time for some major improvement!
i think i’m going to make some french bread pizza for dinner later
also it seems that i have a bad habit of cooking new food when most of my family isn’t around
i forgot that i bought ice cream earlier and left it out for like an hour. i think most of it is all melted, but hopefully i managed to save it in the end.
i swear, my forgetfulness makes me seem really stupid sometimes
blagh i don’t want to work tomorrow because my body is sore. i can’t miss another day of work though because it might look bad to them if i call in sick again. maybe i can show up, stay for about an hour or whatever, and then ask to go home because i’m not feeling too well?
i feel really terrible right now. my throat hurts like a motherfucker, my body hurts, i’m getting random headaches, and i just have so little energy right now. i don’t want to go anywhere - i only want to stay home, lay in bed, have a soup, and watch some Achievement Hunter or Pewdiepie. i might have to call in sick tomorrow for work, but i really don’t think i should because i already had three days off this week
i’m just going to admit that the hardest part of my job is not the kart-collecting, bagging groceries, or opening/closing the store but overcoming my social reflex of shutting up and avoiding people when they ignore/criticize me. i
t’s the “why bother socializing when they don’t even pays attention to you?” thought that comes up
also i lower my voice, so i have to remind myself to speak louder when i’m greeting customers. god damn you, social anxiety
so i have this original story on FictionPress that has a decent amount of reviews. i recently updated it and already got a review. thing is, i decided to read the reviewer’s profile because why the fuck not.
what i find really interesting is that they think my story is a femslash/yuri/lesbian story. not that there’s anything wrong with that, but i had no idea that my story somehow implied it or gave off that vibe.
i honestly didn’t do anything for my mom on Mother’s Day because i had a goddamn midnight shift. i’m really set on making it up to her by buying her shoes or maybe liquor. both is good too
the new female protag of XY is Leaf reincarnated. not changing my mind about this - it’s my headcanon